Leaving.

[Cloud of Diamonds]

I'm going to be gone 'til Saturday.

Really this time. Possibly longer. I apologize to anyone who's waiting on me, but it has to be this way.

[Rolo]

Good lawd, I totally thought you meant permanently for a minute there >.>

DON'T DO THAT AGAIN ;_;

I hope to see you soon, Cloudieluff

[Pie]

Yeah, I didn't like that for a minute either x3

Come back soon!

[May]

DON'T DO THAT. D8 My heart seriously just skipped a beat.

[k o a l a ?!]

;_; i thought it was forever too. i was like,
/panicpanicpanic

glad it's only for a short time though<3

[[ hardyrex ]]

SRSLY. ;; misleading title is misleading ORZ.

I'LL DO MORE POSTS, JUST FOR YOU CLOUDIE. <3

[Ember]

Geez that scared me hope to see you back soon

[Cloud of Diamonds]

Welllllll, unfortunately that title isn't entirely misleading. -cringes-

Before I go into sob mode: I love all these comments. <3 Seriously. They bring a tiny bit of pride to my mostly egoless soul. I seriously appreciate and am humbled by all of your support. I've learned so much from everyone here. I know I sound cheesy, but all of this is true and this as well: FoF has changed me and my life, mostly for the better. I also owe many of you posts.

But the stark truth is:

I am leaving. I have until the end of this year to leave FoF entirely. ;-; I would have to quit now, if I weren't so involved. But those in charge of this decision have allowed me this much time to terminate my involvement.

Granted, that still leaves me a while. But to be perfectly honest with you all, this is my own fault. If I weren't so lazy, forgetful, procrastinating, foolish, inconsiderate, and distractable as I am, this wouldn't be happening. You wonder why I say I am a jerk. Well, here's the honest truth:

I visit when I shouldn't. I quite knowingly lay things for later, a lot, in favor of here. And I have a lot of homework. Don't get me wrong. I still do homework and stuff. But less quickly and less productively than I should, because I have too much freedom online. I have to cut myself off if I am to focus. And since I don't to be a lazy, generally worthless bum when I grow up (like I mostly am now) I need to stop. I've already taken measures, but those I've consulted agree I need to take more, and logically I must agree with them.

Because I need my private school, and I need the two scholarships to keep me there that depend upon my academic success. Yep, two. And if I don't do well enough, goodbye Cloudie to a public school where she will be trampled into the ground as dust. Or vapor. I also love my school because (like FoF) I feel like I belong there.

What this means is that I will eventually adopt all of my cats off, or put them in inactivity (although the two are somewhat the same) Cedarstar and Brightnose I will save for last, as they are Rankings.

And having spilled out her idiotic tale, Cloudie shamefacedly poofed away.

[sunfrost]

Awwww Cloudy - it's sad to see you go. I never knew you that well but it's clear you're well loved here. I applaud you for having the conviction to leave something you love so much for the better. May your decision bring what you want. *hugs*

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-clings to Cloudie- DON'T LEEEAVE ME D':