Post by rixyfish on May 27, 2010 16:31:19 GMT -5
so hi.
first off, i wanna let you guys know i'm gonna be pretty much gone for the next week or so. school's coming to an end and things are getting kind of crazy. plus i've practically got stress coming out of my ears.
but i'd also like to say i'm considering leaving. like, for good. I don't really think anyone would notice because i'm never on the cbox or anything, but at least now i won't feel guilty if i do suddenly disappear.
i guess it feels like too much has changed since our neo days? i feel like i'm not as close to you guys anymore and like i missed too much to be able to get caught up enough. i know i missed everyone a whole bunch before i got to FoF, but you guys are just fine without me.
now, don't think i'm doing this for like, attention or something like "boohoo pity me, boohoo nobody loves me". no, it's not that.
i just think it wouldn't be seriously horrible if i left. i know i've got a lot coming up in real life all of the sudden, but that might all die down by summer. i know i'd be okay for at least a while without you guys, and i think you'd all be perfectly fine without me.
guys, i'm seriously undecided. after this next week or however long i'm tied up, i might want to come back. i just think it'd be easier if i left.
and idk. maybe leaving for good isn't what i need. i may just need a break from the internet to kind of... get organized, i guess.
i want your opinions to help me decide. i'll check in occasionally, if i get the chance. and i want you guys to be serious and honest with me here. don't be like... "ohh, you do whatever you wanna do rixy we don't mind." because, usually, that only makes me more unsure. and, honestly, i'm gonna do what i want, so i don't need you to tell me i should :/
so, yeah. i'll see you guys sometime soon annnd i loveesh you.
first off, i wanna let you guys know i'm gonna be pretty much gone for the next week or so. school's coming to an end and things are getting kind of crazy. plus i've practically got stress coming out of my ears.
but i'd also like to say i'm considering leaving. like, for good. I don't really think anyone would notice because i'm never on the cbox or anything, but at least now i won't feel guilty if i do suddenly disappear.
i guess it feels like too much has changed since our neo days? i feel like i'm not as close to you guys anymore and like i missed too much to be able to get caught up enough. i know i missed everyone a whole bunch before i got to FoF, but you guys are just fine without me.
now, don't think i'm doing this for like, attention or something like "boohoo pity me, boohoo nobody loves me". no, it's not that.
i just think it wouldn't be seriously horrible if i left. i know i've got a lot coming up in real life all of the sudden, but that might all die down by summer. i know i'd be okay for at least a while without you guys, and i think you'd all be perfectly fine without me.
guys, i'm seriously undecided. after this next week or however long i'm tied up, i might want to come back. i just think it'd be easier if i left.
and idk. maybe leaving for good isn't what i need. i may just need a break from the internet to kind of... get organized, i guess.
i want your opinions to help me decide. i'll check in occasionally, if i get the chance. and i want you guys to be serious and honest with me here. don't be like... "ohh, you do whatever you wanna do rixy we don't mind." because, usually, that only makes me more unsure. and, honestly, i'm gonna do what i want, so i don't need you to tell me i should :/
so, yeah. i'll see you guys sometime soon annnd i loveesh you.
We have a cbox again and we're opening the place up as a closed, members only rp