Post by Poizuun on Feb 24, 2009 16:22:25 GMT -5
Mm'kay, so as you guys know, I've been with Nickolaus just a little bit over a year and am hopelessly in love with him. Though a few months back, I almost cheated on him with a boy who is also named Nick, but I call him Sobbie to differentiate the two.
So the story begins with me being all messed up in the head and wanting to see Nickolaus more often, but things just don't happen that way and I was in a bit of an emo mode. That's when Sobbie appeared, who is almost EXACTLY like Nickolaus in SO many ways except for voice and looks. In this crazy-state the two were practically the same boy to me. So I started talking to Sobbie on the phone and whatnot and we got along pretty well. And at one point, I forget how, we started talking about... Hooking up.
I could never go through with it and whenever he asked I would just say "I'll think about it." Eventually, one day, we decided to hang out together, so we sat on the couch and watched a movie, in which I had my hand on his knee and he was stroking my fingers. A bit of a big deal (especially in my mind). But then Nickolaus called me and we talked for a bit, I hung up, Sobbie left, and Nickolaus appeared and gave me a letter he wrote in which he talked about how much he cared about me and everything and because of it I snapped out of this psycho phase in which I was SO close to cheating on him and dropped anything I felt for Sobbie.
Well, Sobbie didn't drop the lust he had for me.
Now, he's continuously about me, poking me in the sides and generally making sexual comments to me and when I tell him 'no' or 'that'll never happen' he'll say 'but at one point there was a chance'. I've told Nickolaus about Sobbie (though I can't remember how much) and he says that if Sobbie keeps bothering me, he'll take care of it.
But today, I was in a horrible mood and he was pulling his usual tricks when I snapped at him and about broke his finger, smacking his hand away. One of my best friends, who is tired of Sobbie acting this way, texted Nickolaus while we were in class, telling him about how Sobbie has been bothering me and stuff and Nickolaus got PISSED and asked for Sobbie's number, threatening to beat his ass and whatever. I told him from Tanya's point of view that I'd give him the number if he promised to keep his cool. He said he would, so I gave him the number.
Well, apparently he texted Sobbie, but Sobbie wouldn't tell me what he said and just yammered on about nonsense... And, well, I ignored what he had to say. But now I don't know what's up with either of them and it's all so retarded and I feel awful for being so dramatic in the first place and even giving Sobbie the chance to THINK he had possibilities with me.
So the story begins with me being all messed up in the head and wanting to see Nickolaus more often, but things just don't happen that way and I was in a bit of an emo mode. That's when Sobbie appeared, who is almost EXACTLY like Nickolaus in SO many ways except for voice and looks. In this crazy-state the two were practically the same boy to me. So I started talking to Sobbie on the phone and whatnot and we got along pretty well. And at one point, I forget how, we started talking about... Hooking up.
I could never go through with it and whenever he asked I would just say "I'll think about it." Eventually, one day, we decided to hang out together, so we sat on the couch and watched a movie, in which I had my hand on his knee and he was stroking my fingers. A bit of a big deal (especially in my mind). But then Nickolaus called me and we talked for a bit, I hung up, Sobbie left, and Nickolaus appeared and gave me a letter he wrote in which he talked about how much he cared about me and everything and because of it I snapped out of this psycho phase in which I was SO close to cheating on him and dropped anything I felt for Sobbie.
Well, Sobbie didn't drop the lust he had for me.
Now, he's continuously about me, poking me in the sides and generally making sexual comments to me and when I tell him 'no' or 'that'll never happen' he'll say 'but at one point there was a chance'. I've told Nickolaus about Sobbie (though I can't remember how much) and he says that if Sobbie keeps bothering me, he'll take care of it.
But today, I was in a horrible mood and he was pulling his usual tricks when I snapped at him and about broke his finger, smacking his hand away. One of my best friends, who is tired of Sobbie acting this way, texted Nickolaus while we were in class, telling him about how Sobbie has been bothering me and stuff and Nickolaus got PISSED and asked for Sobbie's number, threatening to beat his ass and whatever. I told him from Tanya's point of view that I'd give him the number if he promised to keep his cool. He said he would, so I gave him the number.
Well, apparently he texted Sobbie, but Sobbie wouldn't tell me what he said and just yammered on about nonsense... And, well, I ignored what he had to say. But now I don't know what's up with either of them and it's all so retarded and I feel awful for being so dramatic in the first place and even giving Sobbie the chance to THINK he had possibilities with me.
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